So I really want to write a blog post today... I mean, the sun is shining down warmly on my back, the cool breeze is wafting in through the window... I have a full glass of Mt. Dew at my fingertips... and yet I have absolutely no subject material to speak of...
But if I could write a blog post about anything that I wanted, and I did have said stupendous things happening in my life... I guess it would be about discipleship.
I have been realizing recently the huge capacity that I have to be a peer discipler (better word for that, anyone?) here recently. And yet, I think that I fail at it so much because I either A.) think I don't have the time, or B.) think that I am not strong enough in my own faith, or C.) laziness.
But when I really think about it, I think it often comes down to fear. A.) fear of not fulfilling my own obligations, B.) fear of failure and insufficiency (quite honestly, not only of myself, but of God to carry me through, cause I know its not on me at all!), and C.) fear of having to leave my comfort zone and be self-less for once!
I really wish that I had a really cool discipleship story to tell you all. How God had stirred my heart for someone, and how we were able to hang out, share life, and come to know God better, just by living out our lives in communion...
Unfortunately, I don't currently have any stories of that nature...
But (as my UG friends like to say) watch this space! Cause I am planning on changing that at the earliest possible time!
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